“clap along if you feel like a room without a roof…”


This song is just a feel-good song, I mean, you have to be having a REALLY bad day for this not to put a smile on your face!

I am sat here, at my window doing some work and watching the rain hammer down, and later am due to go swim some lengths with my friend at the uni gym- you know what that means? It means my scar is going to be out for everyone to see for the first time since the operation. Now that IS scary. That means that I wont be “introducing it” there will be no “yes, look here is my scar” it will just be me, walking in in a public place, in my bikini, and my scar will be there. People will see it, strangers who have no idea of the battle behind that scar, or of what it means to me, and trust me I am terrified. But, I don’t have a choice, I am not never going to wear a bikini again – and, as my friend said to me, if you can do it now when its at its most obvious, then it wont be an issue ever again. Wise words. She also promised to violently dunk someone if they dared stare for too long – which may have helped more than the wise words… 😉 But regardless, a day of facing fears. Wish me luck!

H x

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