A down day


To be honest, it has been a few of them in a row. I would say day to day I am pretty happy, and doing a good job at amusing myself; but sometimes I take a step back and have some time to think (or as of now have a whole heap of period hormones…

Mixed Feelings today


Hey all, I just thought I had better post, because its been a while since I have and I don't want to get back out of the habit! Today is a weird one (so strap in ready for a rollercoaster!).. its a mix of being satisfied, happy, miserable, lonesome, proud, determined, dis-heartened and loved. Not…

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Just keep swimming…


I literally can't even.   I feel so pathethic and crappy and awful and miserable and a million other words and I don't even know why or how to make it better. Strap yourselves in for a long roller coaster of a post folks, I think now I have started its going to be impossible…

Very close to a tantrum


so.  I have to quit my job tomorrow. And I know o show focus on the exciting masters that is in my future. And I know I should focus on all the opportunities . But all I can think about is how am I meant to have that awkward conversation? How am I meant to…

Addicted to blogging? Maybe…


Okay, So I know this is my SECOND blog of the day, and each of these are probably as boring as the last. And the poor fools of you who are following me and getting spammed by these emails are probably hoping against hope that I lose internet connection and am unable to carry on…

Humira loading dose done


so today I have had a massive hospital calling stress, an exam and my first 4 humira injections. Please just let it be over!  Think the exam went well, which is good because I really needed it too! The humira...haven't been so scared in a long time. Had 4 injections as my loading dose, bless…

Lifes a bitch.


Ciao amigos. Having a down one today, as the title might suggest! I am just feeling like life is SO unfair, and I needed a moan. Why is it that I cannot sort out my future, my job, my place to live? why is it that this stresses me out so much? Why is it…

Hello Humira…and a whole lot of fear :S


Hi all, So I got my blood results back and they were basically normal - yay. But then on Monday I was feeling really bad, my stomach was sore and sensitive and I felt so sick; not a good day at all. Unfortunately struck at the worse time, what with dissertation panic and all my…

just keep swimming…just keep swimming…


  I highly doubt that it is only me that feels this way, in fact I have heard others express these feelings before - but maybe it does everybody good to know that others get stuck in this rut too? The one where you feel like you FINALLY have got things starting to move forward…