Little life update…


Ciao amigos, Hope you are all well. Or at least better than me...for now...since I am currently stuck at home with the flu (or something super similar). LAME. I am a little concerned about managing to fight this off, especially with my rubbish immune system (thanks, aza). I am due to go away the start…

Happy Christmas!


I can't believe how fast time has gone recently - and that it is nearly Christmas! HOW?! I have been really busy recently, trying to make the most of my time at work, and maximising any potential opportunities I have left. At the end of January my maternity cover job ends (the one I love!)…

Trying to draw a line under it…


Okay, so there is no easy way to summarise my feelings from the break up, or how I am feeling now. So I am not sure there is much point trying. I am doing my best, going to therapy, looking after myself, trying to plan new things, and focussing on my family, friends and the…

Interviews done, motivation up. Day 3, 2017


I almost feel like I am writing a ships blog, with the whole "day 3 into the unknown, 2017 thus far..." feel in the title. But I hope that writing the days will help me to keep on track with my "post a day" plan. I was hoping to upload some photos into this post,…

Masters Mayhem


So, I am officially useless at blogging. I used to be really good at keeping you up-to-date, but now my crohns is in remission (touch wood!) it seems there is a lot less worth writing about. Sorry! So, my 23rd birthday is in 10 days (gulp, I feel so old writing that) - and I…

Guess who is baaaack?!


I am SO sorry for being so absentee recently, the longest I havent blogged in a long while! The reason for this? So. much. work. I have just been insanely busy - and no better excuse than that. I got the results of my colonoscopy, all good there (yay) and have since been back to…

Just keep swimming…


I literally can't even.   I feel so pathethic and crappy and awful and miserable and a million other words and I don't even know why or how to make it better. Strap yourselves in for a long roller coaster of a post folks, I think now I have started its going to be impossible…

Colonoscopy #4 done and dusted


abd at age 22 as well, it isn't fair.  I'm back at work today and so shattered and tired and shaky I could cry. It took all my energy to get me here and I can't cope with actually working and the thought of physically trying to get myself home again makes me feel ill.…

Whale woman reporting for duty 🐳


Literally. I can't even. The tiredness.  I am trying to lose some weight, less snacking, morr healthy food etc. Like three weeks in and nothing, no change. Still the heaviest I have ever been, still waddling around feeling shit about how I look. And that's freaking depressing and annoying! And aside from that I am…