Heartbreak update.


I don't even know where to begin. My heart hurts. my head hurts. My body hurts. Everything hurts. I miss him. So much. I am lying here on a Saturday morning, when nobody else is awake. And knowing I should be at his house. Curled up in his arms. Ready for the rugby today - we…

Too much confusion, too few plans. Day 2, 2017


Afternoon All, So, here we are determined with my second consecutive post (been a while since this has happened!) and not really sure what to say. thus far, I have had a lazy morning, and a brilliant lunch and afternoon talking and laughing with two of my besties, one of whom went home to Belgium…

3 ways I have succeeded despite Crohns…


I am doing my masters. This is something I didn't think would be possible through the mid-point of my second year at Undergraduate. I couldn't walk, I couldn't eat, I couldn't function on my own and totally relied on my friends to support me.  I was a walking, talking crohns-monster, and I am so thankful…

Looking down from above?


Hey, I think I mention quite a lot my granddad in these posts, and how I miss him. He was larger than life, absolutely insane, supportive, crazy, funny and genuinely one of the nicest people I have ever known. I am so proud to have his blood running in my veins, and I just wish…

Cheeky Little Update…


So I have nothing that special to say (probably NOT the best way to start  a post, but hey ho! Honesty is the best policy and all that 😉 )  but feel like its been a while, so thought I would just check in and fill y'all in with the nothingness that is going on…

Fom sad to happy all in one call


CHEESE ALERT RIGHT HERE I am way too quick to blog when I am sad, but this has to be the biggest shoutout to my favourite person, my boyfriend is incredible. I know like  90% of people will have just stopped reading, and to those of you powering on - thank you. (Side note: does…


“Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired. Smile, even when you're trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision. Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is crappy. Trust, even when your heart begs you not to. Twirl, even when your…

Colonoscopy #4 done and dusted


abd at age 22 as well, it isn't fair.  I'm back at work today and so shattered and tired and shaky I could cry. It took all my energy to get me here and I can't cope with actually working and the thought of physically trying to get myself home again makes me feel ill.…

😓


Ffs. I just have such an over whelming urge to cry- what's wrong with me?! Today I left my boyfriends and went to visit my cousins in London and it was lovely, we had lunch and saw part of the Notting Hill Carnival and then I came home. I'm so tired. I'm so sad. WHAT…