Abcess 1, Me 0


Hey Guys, I know I have been uber rubbish about blogging recently - mainly for the simple reason of lack of time and motivation. I am feeling super crap about myself at the moment, the way I look, my insecurities, my total inability to do something which at all seems productive. BLEUGH.   I had…

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A dark day indeed..


So I hope you haven't clicked on here today for a cheery read or a smile, because there is none of that around here for me today. I felt really ill yesterday - I have had a sore throat for about 2 weeks now, but it just hasn't been getting better. And I have this…

Update…


I have literally 0 energy left to think of an even semi imaginative title, sorry.  So went to doctors today because I have the worst sore throat, is really affecting me and now waking me up at night, as is the cough that accompanies it. This is not only wearing me down - alongside the…

The quicker today ends the better 


I am having a serious bum of a day right now  I guess it was fine, I just wish it would have been better. Enjoy a broken up, rambling post. Apologies.  Have been SO tired all day, so so tired and struggling. It makes work harder and life harder and being happy harder.  Here is…

I’m too tired to think of a proper title 


I do normally try with my titles - to think of something funny or interesting or relevant, but this morning having already been up for an hour (it's now 7.45) and already at the station waiting to fight for a seat on the train; and I just can't be bothered. I am so tired. And…

decisions are not my friend…


Hi again, I know I only posted a pretty miserable post yesterday, and I am sure the last thing you want to hear about is all the same crap again...but here it is. sorry. (promise to try to be a little more upbeat next time!) So a review of my current situation: I am at home,…

I’m really struggling. Its, unfair.


I cant remember when I last posted, or what it was about - and so I apologise for any long gaps/ random jumps between posts. This weekend my boyfriend got back from his 3 week trip around America, and it was soo lovely to see him and spend the weekend with him. I took Thursday…

Sun, sea…and crohns


hi all! Hope you are well 🙂  Just a quick update here from me in sunny Portugal - on my first ever holiday with my boyfriend and his family and having an absolute blast (despite the mild sunburn!). It's weird, my life is so different to how it was a few years ago - yet…

Fatigue has struck…


Just. So. Tired. All. The. Time had 10 hours sleep last night, been awake for just under 2 and my eyes are already so heavy I am struggling to concentrate and my body feels like it has been filled with sand and therefore weighs ten time more. I woke up this morning so positive, so…

Here we go again…


So, since my last post everything has shifted a little, with having to consider crohns back in my life again. Am having to work very hard not to throw a massive tantrum and sulk about how unfair this turn of events is, but so far I'm trying to crack on with life.  Had some tests…