An inspiration of mine


Okay, so plaster on those happy faces, stick those smiles on tight, fasten your metaphorical seatbelts and here we go. I have SO much to tell you but before I get onto all my not-exciting general-nonsense-ness of my life; let me tell you the story I mentioned in my last post, the happy one. I am…

Just keep swimming…


I literally can't even.   I feel so pathethic and crappy and awful and miserable and a million other words and I don't even know why or how to make it better. Strap yourselves in for a long roller coaster of a post folks, I think now I have started its going to be impossible…

Decisions are my enemy


So I'm starting to settle into work, I could get used to the money and move out and enjoy life as it is  Or I could do my masters and it be a massive risk and be broke and maybe stuck at home but maybe Doug an amazing course and getting me to a dream…

So many questions


I think I want to quit my job. And go for a masters. I am scared. How do I quit? Isn't that so awkward? How do I tell work? How do I afford a masters? What if I just gain debt and no job? What if I fail my masters?  Help? 

Soppy sap alert


I write enough negative posts, and am quick to turn to this blog when I am sad or something has gone wrong. But I also have so many happy parts of my life, but I am often too excited to write when they are going on!  Anyway just don't my hunira injection and say here…

Hello Humira…and a whole lot of fear :S


Hi all, So I got my blood results back and they were basically normal - yay. But then on Monday I was feeling really bad, my stomach was sore and sensitive and I felt so sick; not a good day at all. Unfortunately struck at the worse time, what with dissertation panic and all my…

Cold, cold go away, come again…never.


I am ill. Still. Again. Continuing. BLEUGH. I have been ill for at least the last three weeks - before you panic I mean "normal person ill" not Crohns ill *. I have a constant cold, cough, general un-wellness. Not fun! I also developed these weird lumps down my neck, which were a little worrying…

Get it out…..your belly I mean…


#GYBO I am sure a lot of you might have seen or heard of this campaign - especially if you are a fellow sufferer. And I know I have mentioned it before, but just thought I would drop another quick line about it. (sorry, second post of the day - promise this one will be…