Gosh, life is confusing. Day 9,2017. 


I didn't blog over the weekend - one day was because I forgot, another was an active choice, to spend my time enjoying the day rather than writing about it.  This weekend I went home with my boyfriend to his parents - which was really lovely. They have a beautiful home, in a lovely place,…

Interviews done, motivation up. Day 3, 2017


I almost feel like I am writing a ships blog, with the whole "day 3 into the unknown, 2017 thus far..." feel in the title. But I hope that writing the days will help me to keep on track with my "post a day" plan. I was hoping to upload some photos into this post,…

Masters Mayhem


So, I am officially useless at blogging. I used to be really good at keeping you up-to-date, but now my crohns is in remission (touch wood!) it seems there is a lot less worth writing about. Sorry! So, my 23rd birthday is in 10 days (gulp, I feel so old writing that) - and I…

Cheeky Little Update…


So I have nothing that special to say (probably NOT the best way to start  a post, but hey ho! Honesty is the best policy and all that 😉 )  but feel like its been a while, so thought I would just check in and fill y'all in with the nothingness that is going on…

A little update from a very tired someone


Ciao amigos,   I went down to Southampton for another check up with my specialist- involved waking up at 6.15, driving for 2 hours and then a 15 minute chat before another repeat; in total I was out the house nearly 5 hours and its completely wiped me out for the rest of the day!…

What if I am just writing in circles?


What if I run out of things to say? I am worried my thoughts are all the same, mundane worries and fears, stupid self conscious and self deprivating thoughts as well as general despair about my future! Alongside obviously the ridiculous laughing fits, the happy photos, the loving cuddles - but these are things that…

Let’s smash this 👌🏼


okay so sometime you gotta fake it till you make it. I may not be sure of myself and of my future, but If I'm not positive about it, then it definitely won't happen!  I am gonna ACE the last few weeks at my job, making some extra money and helping them out. I may…

Hello Humira…and a whole lot of fear :S


Hi all, So I got my blood results back and they were basically normal - yay. But then on Monday I was feeling really bad, my stomach was sore and sensitive and I felt so sick; not a good day at all. Unfortunately struck at the worse time, what with dissertation panic and all my…

Officially Back. Officially Scared. Officially Sad.


Hi all, Got told on Tuesday that my Crohns is almost definitely officially back. The pain, the tiredness, the bathroom trips, the blood results...all adding up to some "not good news" as everyone refers to it. Your bloody right its not good news. I could write an entire essay rambling away about how unfair I…