Hey stranger, its been a while…


I don't really have much to write. And, sadly, I feel like I lost my writing mojo a while back...but this blog used to mean so much to me, a real life line to my feelings and a way for me to process things. But now, now it feels monitored, by my ex. Which I…

Interviews done, motivation up. Day 3, 2017


I almost feel like I am writing a ships blog, with the whole "day 3 into the unknown, 2017 thus far..." feel in the title. But I hope that writing the days will help me to keep on track with my "post a day" plan. I was hoping to upload some photos into this post,…

Masters Mayhem


So, I am officially useless at blogging. I used to be really good at keeping you up-to-date, but now my crohns is in remission (touch wood!) it seems there is a lot less worth writing about. Sorry! So, my 23rd birthday is in 10 days (gulp, I feel so old writing that) - and I…

What if I am just writing in circles?


What if I run out of things to say? I am worried my thoughts are all the same, mundane worries and fears, stupid self conscious and self deprivating thoughts as well as general despair about my future! Alongside obviously the ridiculous laughing fits, the happy photos, the loving cuddles - but these are things that…

Decisions are my enemy


So I'm starting to settle into work, I could get used to the money and move out and enjoy life as it is  Or I could do my masters and it be a massive risk and be broke and maybe stuck at home but maybe Doug an amazing course and getting me to a dream…

just keep swimming…just keep swimming…


  I highly doubt that it is only me that feels this way, in fact I have heard others express these feelings before - but maybe it does everybody good to know that others get stuck in this rut too? The one where you feel like you FINALLY have got things starting to move forward…