Bring on October…


Sooo, a recap of my week thus far: We had it confirmed we will be furloughed until the end of October. Which means not starting back at work until the 1st of November. If we don't get recalled before then, it will mean we will have been furloughed for 7 months... that is insane, and…

First day on the tube…last day in the office


Enjoy transcripts of voicenotes over yesterday, which was my last day to go and clear my desk from the job I was made redundant from. I left out some details about specific names and places.  I specifically haven't blogged much about my redundancy and the details because I don't want that to be public, but…

Into the 4th Month


Hello, Lockdown life is weird. It is nice to have time at home, to get a break from working, to re-appreciate the things we have in life and the people we have connections with, but it is hard- to  deal with the stress, to stay separate, to fear, the unknown. A lot in my life…

My last day of work because of redundancy, a voice note.


During my redundancy process I sent SO MANY voicenotes to my friends, talking it out, venting, crying and more. I was disappointed by the way I was treated, and feel like I have passed my programme over to be torn up and ignored. It is hard to put blood sweat and tears for years into…

Taking joy from the little things


Two days in a row..shocking! There is nothing specific to say, I just wanted to denote that apart from all the BIG feelings, and the changes, and the thoughts on everything wider, there are also happy times. I have been both very happy, and also very sad, during this period, and I want that to…

4 Months since normality


Today is the 9th July 2020, which is exactly 4 months to the day since my little Brothers 9th birthday. On the weekend before we went to a safari zoo, and it was the last day of normality for me really! We were already being overly cautious...washing our hands about 10 times during the day,…