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Ffs. I just have such an over whelming urge to cry- what's wrong with me?! Today I left my boyfriends and went to visit my cousins in London and it was lovely, we had lunch and saw part of the Notting Hill Carnival and then I came home. I'm so tired. I'm so sad. WHAT…

Family are everything 😘


so after my rather panicked last post here is a quickie (cheeky!) to fill you in on what has been happening ... I was all ready to hand in my notice on Friday and just dive in. For this masters; to just do what I want rather than maybe what is sensible. To do something…

So many questions


I think I want to quit my job. And go for a masters. I am scared. How do I quit? Isn't that so awkward? How do I tell work? How do I afford a masters? What if I just gain debt and no job? What if I fail my masters?  Help? 

Addicted to blogging? Maybe…


Okay, So I know this is my SECOND blog of the day, and each of these are probably as boring as the last. And the poor fools of you who are following me and getting spammed by these emails are probably hoping against hope that I lose internet connection and am unable to carry on…

The scroll of sadness 


(Not a literal scroll...like a scrolling action...in this case down Instagram!)  Just a quick update of what happens when you search humira , you get reminded that you are not alone and not the only one that finds it hard; but it also makes me a little sad because there are no positive faces; every…

Higher than high and lower than low 


Hi guys, The last like 48 hours have been the perfect example of crohns; I have flown higher than high and felt so happy I was crying with laughter; and so low I question how I am meant to keep doing this, and how this hurts. It also showed me that although a lot of…

22 tomorrow…


I think it's pretty obvious what this is about haha! Just an update that I have felt pretty poo at points this week, but made it through! Tonight after work am heading to pizza express with a group of friends and my boyfriend for a dinner to celebrate my birthday tomorrow; then a cheeky pub…

Deep breaths…


so my last post may have been written during floods of tears curled up in - guess where - the bathroom; as per. When I get stressed ir upset I get tummy ache, which really helps. Still having a bit of a rocky day, but it feels like a rock pool instead of the tidal…

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I am beyond sick of people telling me I am young and can stay up late and how it's uncool of me to be going to bed at 10. I'm sorry do you think I don't know that? Do you think I'm not aware that everyone else my age can handle this better than I…