Crohns is a bitch.


im done with all the nice talks and the motivational posts, they are not okay for today.  Just finished university forever yesterday- happy days! Went out last night and woke up this morning with crohns pains live and kicking ; and for anybody reading who thinks I'm overreacting with a hangover you have quite clearly…

Just one more whine…


so I know my posts have taken a bit of a negative turn in the past few days, but I'm having a bit of a rough ride of it! Hopefully after Wednesday and the end of my exams I will feel s little more in control! So I had my Humira loading dose in Friday…

Humira loading dose done


so today I have had a massive hospital calling stress, an exam and my first 4 humira injections. Please just let it be over!  Think the exam went well, which is good because I really needed it too! The humira...haven't been so scared in a long time. Had 4 injections as my loading dose, bless…

:'(


got a call from the hospital to say my TB results were inconclusive, most likely 'because of the steroids I'm on' although I haven't been on any for 18 months or so....so they actually have no idea why it didn't work. So. Great.  Back to the hospital on Monday for more blood tests. And in…

Lifes a bitch.


Ciao amigos. Having a down one today, as the title might suggest! I am just feeling like life is SO unfair, and I needed a moan. Why is it that I cannot sort out my future, my job, my place to live? why is it that this stresses me out so much? Why is it…

Fatigue has struck…


Just. So. Tired. All. The. Time had 10 hours sleep last night, been awake for just under 2 and my eyes are already so heavy I am struggling to concentrate and my body feels like it has been filled with sand and therefore weighs ten time more. I woke up this morning so positive, so…

Hello Humira…and a whole lot of fear :S


Hi all, So I got my blood results back and they were basically normal - yay. But then on Monday I was feeling really bad, my stomach was sore and sensitive and I felt so sick; not a good day at all. Unfortunately struck at the worse time, what with dissertation panic and all my…