Why am I so broken?


Sorry for the spam posting.

Just had lunch and within two minutes have quite bad chest pains breathing in and feel over whelmingly nauseous and tired; the kind of sickness feeling that actually hurts. I can’t take a deep breath in without pain.
I try not to swear in here but what the actual f**k. I just got the all clear,  why am I still hurting, why can’t I still cope.

Lying in bed in the dark feeling like I may throw up st any minute and trying not to cry too much because it hurts ny chest. But seriously,  why am I so broken. I hate not being able to do anything right and it’s beginning to feel like forever ago when I was last ablr to do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted without the consequences hitting me hard. How is it fair that my body is so shit at working,  how is it that it doesn’t do what I want, what did I do to break it this bad?  So damn fed up with it all and the fact that nobody seems to understand.

Rant over, sorry
H x

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