through the video camera


So, last week I had to do a group presentation for one of my modules - and we only had two weeks to compile and get the abstract approved, and create and practice the project on a topic which was entirely out of my comfort zone; sustainability. It was interesting for me to work with…

Work work work


Keep on typing, keep on typing. I am in an overload of work right now, trying to juggle so many balls of flame, each I am just avoiding to get burned by! Hope I can keep it up and the stress and my already crap immune system won't give in! Hope your weeks are a…

Just plodding along…


Just a quick update...all is as before, just mooching on with my life! All is fine although full on university work is back, it's so intense and a little bit terrifying and not quite sure I can handle doing it all!  Bleughhhhh Hope you guys are all a little less stressed than I am! H…

Back on the up..I hope


So today was a pretty bad morning emotionally, but after my last post I went with my family to stay at my grandma's which cheered me right up and reminded me of all the people I havr around me. However yesterday evening and this morning I will still feeling very sick, nauseas and even a…

Why am I so broken?


Sorry for the spam posting. Just had lunch and within two minutes have quite bad chest pains breathing in and feel over whelmingly nauseous and tired; the kind of sickness feeling that actually hurts. I can't take a deep breath in without pain. I try not to swear in here but what the actual f**k.…

Titleless


Just an add-on to yesterdays post,  this is my right arm yesterday with the cannula in - the first in my left was unsuccessful and is still painful today :/ I sent this as a snapchat to a few of my friends who wanted updates on how yesterday went and I was too shaky, nervous…

Colonoscopy 2 done and dusted. OUCH.


owwwww owwww owww oww ow ow. Seriously. Just to re-iterate. IT HURT THIS TIME. So. I needed this colonoscopy to be done, because its 9 months since my operation and I have been due to have it for the past 3 months, but unfortunately due to personal circumstances, university work and several other reasons I…